the bliss seekers
BY KL HOLLIDAY
KL is a mom, a middle school English teacher, and a life-long writer. She is completing her MFA, querying a novel, and planning to pursue her PhD in the fall.
I step out
onto the back stoop,
long since grown over
and swallowed by spring.
We found a four-leaf clover
growing between bricks
on the second step once
and couldn’t decide whether to pick it
or water it.
But that was long ago,
in those days of counting
years and dreams on fingertips.
In the yard, now ankle-high
with late-August crabgrass
and dollar weeds,
I wait for you by the gate.
The sagging, picket gate
that used to bang shut behind us
like a starting pistol
as we raced through the streets
of our father’s wheat cities,
trying to outrun junior high,
With you
always eight to my six,
twelve to my ten,
sun to my shadow.
Now to come back quietly,
and watch you drive the day
across the fields
and back behind the mountains
on that old John Deere
that used to be Dad’s.
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We come back
to turn the soil
of our family history
and plant new crops
between old roots.
Reaching forward
with one hand
and backwards with the other,
finding home at both ends.